12.11.2007

miserably in love and loving every minute of it

Lately, it’s seemed an awfully lot like Ramona is trying to break up with me. You know the feeling when a relationship is close to the edge—it’s very light treading sometimes, with a constant worry that if you do something across the line, it will give her JUST the reason she is looking for to end things. I’m really not sure though; maybe we just needed that time off from each other for a little while, but after we got back together, she still seemed a little distanced.

It was only a matter of days before we she instigated ANOTHER break—I was worried it was going to be permanent this time. Luckily, it did turn out to be just a minor issue that just we hadn’t really worked through the first time. After that, things seemed to be going well for a while—until someone else seemed to interested in her. Grrrr. Typical teenager, though, he was just looking for something superficial—he didn’t treat her right…I think he forced her into things and caused some damage….

But he never could have given her what I can. We have something SPECIAL.

She’s out of the shop now, drives really smooth now--windows, blinkers, everything repaired--and I think we’ve still got a few good years left together. That'll do, Ramona, that'll do...

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